Bad things happened again , i couldn't take it anymore i wish i can give up on every single things and disappear right now. How i wish things could be so simple "one days everything will go well" If things will go well i don't had to suffer so much right now I didn't blame anyone for not understanding me right now cause i don't even understand myself well too ,My brain wasn't big even to settle everythings in one time. I wish i could run away instead of facing all this problem by myself i admit i'm not strong enough to handle all this by myself !